ONE DARK AND SINISTER NIGHT.....................
(this is about Evil Spirits)

Let me start this story a few days ahead of this particular night.  I was busy  making a gift for my Dad and stepmother’s 25th wedding anniversary.  I was busily into this project when I noticed I had become sad.  I let my mind wander as I worked, wondering if I would figure out what was making me sad.. then the feeling, and inner voice that came to me, soft and sad said.. “I will never celebrate a 25th wedding anniversary”.

This was so strange.....

Two nights later.. I was alone in my room, as my husband was away on a business trip. We were planning on moving when he came home.. because this job required us in a different location.  I was having trouble falling asleep.  Somewhere I became aware that some little time had passed. As I heard my baby talking in her room.

Now she is a good sleeper and would never be just talking to herself at 2 in the morning.  I went in to see her.. she was standing in her crib.. and happy and alert.  As most mothers can attest too, this was a bit disconcerting, as she had no fever, no dampness.. nothing that needed tending too.. yet she was smiling and wanting to PLAY... ugh I thought.. where did this come from. I picked her up and did all the normal things one does with a two year old in the middle of the night.. then took her to the living room, and began rocking and singing to her. Normally she would love this and settle down and fall asleep, tangling her fingers in my hair. That night, she wanted nothing to do with being rocked, held and sang too.. she squirmed and squirmed, till I set her on the carpet.. where she obviously wanted me down with her to play. I play with her a bit.. but not wanting to start a different routine.. I soon began “winding down” and laying quiet on the carpet.. she did the same after a while.. then I picked her up and held her on my chest as I softly sang to her and stroked her back..

She began squirming again.. and woke herself back up.  After an hour of this. I was falling asleep holding her.. and decided the safest place for her, was now back in her crib. I talked to her and I put her back in her bed.. she didn’t fuss, or get upset. I went back to my room, pondering this strange event and crawled back under the covers.

I was not yet asleep, when I heard someone come in through the back door. I could tell by the noise the floor boards were making that it was more then one person and the blood ran cold in my veins and fear such as I have never known. What was I to do.. my old house, if I so much as moved out of my bed, the floor boards made all sorts of loud noises.  I remember reading to just pretend that you are asleep and the intruders would take what they want and leave the family sleeping.. 

There was no way for me to get to my children.. the baby had become quiet..  My son was sound asleep in his bed in his room. As I frantically wondered what to do, they had walked across the living room, mounted the stairs and were coming into MY room... I shut my eyes, pretending I was asleep.. (I have no idea if I even remotely sounded convincing).  I was grabbed by a set of strong hands, one covering my mouth.. the other holding me down.. as other sets of hands started hitting me. As this happened, I began fighting with every ounce of my being, I was so scared I cannot  explain the depths of it. Then one of them did something so strange, I was startled into attention.. this Being.. swiped THROUGH my womb area.. it’s hands running through me. Into me.. and out again, and without any success, obviously, it repeated this motion over and over.. I was still fighting..  I have no idea what that Being was after or how it thought it would take hold of an animate object when it was inanimate. I am not sure when, or how, but the fight went on and all over the room. When they finally left, I was standing, barely, not far from the entrance to my room. They were gone. No where in the house..  I do not remember getting back to my bed. It was getting light out.  

Soon, my son, called my name, and was gently shaking my shoulder to wake me. “Momma, how come you are not up.. it is time for me to go to school and you are still asleep.. “

I started to rise and speak at the same time.. I could not get up.. my voice was only a raspy whisper. I was that exhausted. He said he had made his breakfast and was leaving, we had our morning prayer and he kissed me goodbye and left. I do remember making it into the baby’s room when she woke up a few hours later.  I was only able to barely tend her needs, and was flopped on the couch most of the day.

I called my husband and told him what had happened, he was in a near panic.  And could not comprehend that they were evil spirits and not real men.  He called a friend of ours.. the friend came over and we talked a long while.. after he inspected the house.  He blessed the house to keep evil out.. and also told me that the exact same thing had happened to his wife just a few weeks before.

The only difference being, their 2 year old is a boy and he, the husband, was sleeping soundly through it all, next to her. 

I called some family members who had experienced like happenings, as single adults. And I was reassured I had not cracked up during the night and I was still sane.  It took me two days to regroup and regain my voice and strength. Then after I had regained my strength and voice it happened..........

THAT NIGHT A DREAM..........

I was sleeping and had a dream that second night after the “ATTACK”.  In the dream, I was in my house and my dad came over.. we walked to the river and he told me I needed to cross the bridge on foot, and alone. I asked what this was about.. he said I was to be given some instruction.. I asked him more questions to which he had no answers. I asked him to come with me, and he said it was not for his benefit but for mine. So he was not allowed to go. 

Remembering all the things I had been through two nights before.. I was reluctant to go alone. It was bright sunshiny weather out.. and I crossed over the bridge. On the other side were two tall men, waiting with two burros carrying large packs.  I was stunned.. as I recognized both these men as two “old time movie” actors we see from time to time on TCM... One was Randolph Scott and the other was less known, Sterling Hayden.  I asked them what they were doing there and one answered that there were many ways in which one could work through their personal salvation.

We turned and started up the mountain. We walked as the road climbed and discussed many things. Then we came to a fork in the road and they told me I had to go on alone. That I would meet up with my husband as he was on his way.  They also told me that I would have with me all that I needed for this journey and not to be afraid.  I started on,  going continually up the winding road up the mountain. The mules followed, I did not lead them.  I saw many things, that I do not recall at this writing, but at the time, had great meaning in and for my life.  I do remember a rabbit coming out from under a thicket.. looking at me and then just watching me as I proceeded on my way.

It was a warm day.. birds singing and buzzing of insects here and there.. flowers blooming.. (in reality it was fall.. in the dream it was spring). I know there was much meaning along the way. So much symbolism, but as I said, I cannot remember it at this point.  I do remember coming around a bend at the top of the mountain, and seeing a small glade...a lovely place, with green grasses, and two men lying on the ground, watching the clouds.  One was my husband and the other a famous man, who was in office at one time.. what the heck????  As I came into the glade.. the mules strode off a way and stood under a tree.  I walked to the men, alone. As I came upon them.. they were laughing.  My  husband sat up, and I remember thinking.. “Things are not as they seem”... the other man, the famous one, sat up..

Suddenly he  took off his mask.. he was the Devil...

I woke up!!!!

IN TRUTH THE REALITY WAS.............

A few days later, my husband arrived ... he was different.. or maybe it was me.  He didn’t want me to hug him.  He was stern and standoffish.  We had our best friends over for that evening........ he declared he had a great announcement.. and wanted everyone to be seated. He was smiling and seemed so boyish...  We all gathered the children about us.. and then he said...
“I have decided I do not wish to be a husband nor a father anymore”

My world collapsed.. as did the world of my children...

We would have been coming up on a 25th anniversary of our own in a couple short years.. instead.. I will never see one.. of which I was told of in advance.. the aftermath is not part of this story.. Only to say.. he was befuddled, and tricked by the Devil himself.. who pretended to be someone important. He pretended to be a friend to my husband.. leading him off to his own destruction.........

The “Attack” you might ask.. well it prepared me in some ways.. although I am still amazed that they thought they could just come in and take over my body.  I am sure that was a large part of it. The swiping at my womb... they took that part away from me, by taking hold of my husband.. Even though they could not take my Womb from me, they took from me my partner that would make another baby possible.

He, my husband, allowed it, of course.. he could have fought them.. but he was weak.   I was informed later, that he was surrounded continually by LEGIONS of evil spirits. So for some reason, they thought it was imperative to take him down, and try to do likewise to me also.   He is not allowed in our lives.. he left of his own free will.. he chose not to be a part of our lives.. and left me to defend our children, and to care for them.. with little to no support from him. 

WHAT I DO KNOW.....
Now I do know these attacks happen frequently. To both men and women.. in varying degrees.. it appears that in-habitation is part of the plan, or just total submission to their will. They wish to stop the work.. they wish for only darkness to prevail.  Now I know that to call on the Guardian Angel that is with each of us, Call on the Lord, call on your Higher Being, to prevail over the demons/darkness. Then the attack can be squelched easier and faster.  However, it appears that a lot of the attacks are not completely squelched.. and I think that could be for our good.. because we get a firsthand knowledge and understanding of the worth of  OUR   SOUL.  And the worth of the work being down in the behalf of LIGHT. 

Golden Dragons....

I can sense and see the Golden Dragons, circling overhead. I feel their wings.. and I sense and feel something else coming along with them.. not with them exactly, but because of them. This second something is not of a peaceful nature.. it is menacing and dangerous.  It is like a shadow.. in the shape of a dragon.  The two circle, as they prepare for what.. battle? But the Golden Dragon is of a peaceful nature. Yet I see it turn back and face the shadow-dragon.. warning it to desist and retreat.  The Golden Dragon warns that this time the shadow will be defeated.  The shadow stops it’s pursuit, waiting and listening to the Golden Dragon.  But whispering that it will advance if the keeper of each Golden Dragon Scale,  is not diligent and faithful in his/her duties as a Keeper of the Golden Dragon.  The Shadow is waiting to pounce and deter the keeper from the appointed work.  The lines are drawn.. the warnings have been given. We must not falter..

The Golden Dragon has fought in the ancient past.. today it comes with knowledge and the way to defeat the Shadow...

I feel the reason that Humans feel Dragons are ONLY menacing, is because they have seen the Dragon Battles of the past.. and because of the timing involved.. the time was not yet for the peaceful dragons to appear triumphant.. they seemed to be defeated by menacing shadow-dragons. When in fact they withdrew and were taken from the Earth.. for a time.

They are returning to the earth, never to be withdrawn again. Their place is here, among us.. to work side-by-side with us.. partners, teachers, and kindred spirits.  It is our obligation to learn all we can from these magnificent teachers.. all of them, not just the Golden Dragons.  Just as when we each first learned these precepts, there are layers and levels.. so we get to work with them on a deep level.

This is a great time and a hard time, that we live in, for if we fail, it will prolong the darkness.. the time of the destruction that is on and upon the earth.

Nawall was mistaken for being a Shadow-dragon, long ago.. even though his teachings were of peace and love. He was mistaken for a Shadow-dragon,  because the ignorant humans were unable to see his shinning light.. the twinkles and light in and within  his being/personage that are likened in the Dragon Stone Scales. This is also likened in the stars of the skies..

Nawall is the greatest teacher ever.. He is a Water Dragon. He is also a man! He needs the water.. a purification..

Now it is as if the Dragons are born again.. as they return to us with their teachings and great love and respect for life and all living.  They call to us from the Stars.. where they withdrew too. I feel a far off calling.. telling me to remember and awaken.. the work I was prepared for, is at hand.

My name in that long ago time was Aludra.. a beautiful name..   It was my name then.. but our names change.  What does not change, is our innate character. Our “Spiritual” personality. Our Spirit.  I am like Nawall.. we share alot of the same identity traits. That is why he is/was my main teacher. We were so close in pre-mortal life. (Some call it other lifetimes.. previous lifetimes.. etc., I call it pre-mortal life)
Stay tuned.. there will be more to this particular Blog....

Indigo Gabbro

Indigo Gabbro..  please refer to Victoria's blog on it's history .. and then please refer to her second blog on it.. and it's use in deactivating implants... 

http://sugarcanecreek.blogspot.com/2010/11/indigo-gabbro-our-connection-to-star.html

http://sugarcanecreek.blogspot.com/2010/11/update-to-indigo-gabbro.html

This blog is in regards to the second URL above. I have had many occasions now to work with the Indigo Gabbro.. first finding that I needed it personally to disable an implant.. then my daughter.. and then a dear friend.

I would like to write about the friend, for a few minutes..  I like to see how the different stone effect her.. seeing for myself any differences.. and making note of some of them..  So I told her about my experience with the Indigo Gabbro and asked if she wanted to see what would happen..  She said yes. We checked it on the back of her neck where she had an instant reaction... so we did the "prescribed" 15 minutes and she asked me to order one for her.. then she went out of state for a few weeks.  When she got back, she was in no hurry to come get her stone.. which is unusual for her. When she did come over, she said she hadn't wanted one. I asked if she remembered the experience and she said she did not.  I was really curious. So I asked if she would like to try it on the back of her neck and she said not today... maybe another time, then changed her mind and did it, and said there was NO reaction... curious. She also did not keep it on her neck but for a few seconds.

I let it for for a few months. Then one day, while she was over, I asked if she would like to see if anything would happen. She said ok.. and she had a strange reaction to it, complete with headache. We left it in for the 15 minutes. When I took it off the back of her neck, I automatically looked at the stone.. 

I instantly threw it on the floor.. for looking back at me was some form of entity, that we had taken OUT of her.  I was inspired to put the stone in sea salt, and then contacted Victoria. She said make sure it was covered completely, put it in the sun, and wait 24 hours. I did this, and then without touching the sea salt, put the salt in a ziploc bag and threw it in the garbage outside. I washed the Indigo Gabbro and put it aside for a while.. a few days actually.  My friend now has her own Indigo Gabbro and a tiny one to carry around with her. 

I found it fascinating that she had forgotten the first experience, but also felt the entity, that had been within her.. had made this happen. Not wanting her to be free of it.  

Sooooo yesterday.. I had an opportunity, at her request, to tell some other friends about this experience. One of them wanted to try the stone immediately..  I took the one I carry with me, out of my purse and the friend placed it under the neck..  Tears were in this persons eyes at times, and the discomfort was so intense.  His head went numb, his neck hurt, he could hardly sit still.. so intense it was. I am sure, this movement was so the Indigo Gabbro would dislodge and stop the blocking of the implant..... this went on for over 30 minutes, for we all felt impressed that as long as the discomfort was there, it was not done. 

Low and behold.. when he took the stone from his neck, and placed it in a plastic bag... for I already felt not to touch the stone.. there was an entity in that stone as well.  Now I have to add here.. this entity was not as menacing as the first one was.. maybe younger, as the friend was a much younger person??  This stone is now detoxing in a covered bed of sea salt also... soon to be washed and the sea salt locked away and thrown out in the outside garbage. 

Please.. check your stones when FIRST taking them from your neck or the neck of any other person..  to make sure there is no Entity!

I am sure they are there to make sure we light workers, empaths,  physics, earthers, or whatever you are calling yourself in your good works.. to make us forget.. to make it harder to get the work done.  They are there to stop this work from happening.  

What does it feel like?

Do you ever wake up during the night, knowing there is a reason to be awake? 

Suddenly I find myself wide awake for no apparent reason.. then looking around, feeling around inside my mind, I find there is something. Sometimes it is a spirit or two with a message. Once I awoke like this and two men stood near my side of the bed..now in reality, both are alive and well.. yet on this night, there they stood.. asking me to forgive them. Something neither of them could do in real life.. yet, their subconscious found a way to come to me. I recognized them clearly, they were not evil apporations..

Sometimes I have awakened to find I need to boot up the computer.instinctively feeling that someone is online waiting for me..  only to find a friend that is needing and looking for me online..  

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Once a few nights ago, I was awakened just as I drifted off to sleep.. it was really late.. 4:00 A.M. I had been having trouble getting to sleep that night, and now suddenly I was wide awake again.. with the strong impression to go outside! I didn't want to go outside, it had been sooo cold the past previous nights.  So instead I turned on the computer and went to the Spaceweather.com site.. checking for solar flares. I found what I sought.. and it stated that if we went outside, with a "backyard" telescope we could see stuff.. I then went outside.. and stared at the sky.. it was clear.. beautiful and brightly lit toward the east.. at first I thought those were city lights.. but at that time of morning in this small city..  no. Personally, I don't have a telescope. Then I thought they might be fog or something.. I felt strongly impressed then, to go back inside. I went upstairs to an eastern facing window and saw that it was not fog.. I cannot explain how it looked it didn't look real to me. (But I witness these types of things now and again).  I went to bed, and went to sleep. I got up at 10 and took my shower and then heard strange noises outside. Normally from inside my house you cannot hear outside noises.. So I went to the window and was STUNNED........... there was at least 5 inches of snow and it was still snowing hard. 

Now the reason for me to wake up and go outside? Not sure.. except to witness part of the sky.. as we know, there are solar flares going on a lot of the time lately.. making all sorts of disruptions. That is part of it.. 

I have awakened at night due to earthquakes.. near or far.. and other natural calamities.  Making note of it in my journal and then finding out the next day, online that something indeed did happen.  It is a restless, hyper-aware feeling. Instantly I know something has or is happening.. and I have learned to hone in on it..it is a mental-empathic process.  Where first I am "feeling" myself, then I go on down the line with my immediate family, friends.. county, country, and so forth. I am not real good yet at honing in on a country on the other side of the world, other then to know what happened.. but not really where, till I read it online the next day. But I am getting better at it all the time.  When I feel it is a calamity or a natural disaster, I then hone in on the souls that might be in pain and crisis.. and work from there..

I had a dream once where I saw this hole in the earth.. it appears to be an inverted pyramid..  later I found photos of the damage in Peru.. and some of the sites.. well one looked like that.  Dreams can be open windows to what is happening not only in our own lives but in the lives of our fellow man.  Dreams are a personal thing also.. and it takes a bit of work to fine tune and figure out what some of them are meaning, referring too or predicting. Sometimes that cannot be realized till after the real event has taken place.. the learning process is that.. a process.. and we get to pay attention to it and develop it.

Angelic Human Race Part 1

Angelic Human Race (via http://humanityhealing.net)

Angelic Human Race

Mystic Poetry of Saint Francis of Assisi

Mystic Poetry of Saint Francis of Assisi

I think God might be a little prejudiced.

For once He asked me to join Him on a walk
through this world,

and we gazed into every heart on this earth,
and I noticed He lingered a bit longer
before any face that was
weeping,

and before any eyes that were
laughing.

And sometimes when we passed
a soul in worship

God too would kneel
down.

I have come to learn: God
adores His
creation.

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